Monday, January 11, 2010

Do you ever question your faith, God's love and wonder where He is?

After today I can honestly say YES to this question.  I am determined to believe that God does love me/us and that he will provide for us even with what happened today.  I am wondering if crying would help or just make me feel worse....I feel hopeless at the moment, sad that my life has come to this and scared for what may come in a couple of weeks regarding my home.  I have prayed and will continue to pray for a miracle or two.

I will admit that emotionally I am tired and exhausted and would so throw in the towel today if not for my girls.

So tomorrow I hope will be a new day full of God's blessings and protection.

I really dislike feeling like this because I know there are others who have it tougher and are experiencing life issues much more difficult so I will continue to pray for all who continue to struggle during these hard times.  Just know you are not alone and if you need to talk please feel free.  I would love to hear from you.

Thanks for stopping by and for taking the time to leave a comment should you feel up to it.

1 comment:

Tasra Dawson said...

I'm so sorry to hear that you are having such a rough day. I do feel that way sometimes and I don't think there is anything wrong with dealing with real emotions. Sounds like you're doing what you can to take care of yourself and your family and keep your faith in the process. He has his eye on you and knows you well enough to know you can handle this...even if it's hard to believe.

Hang in there.